Audit =(

I just took my audit exam yesterday. Sigh. The question came out from past year and tutorial bulat bulat but I don't really remember. I only read through once. I am going to fail my audit I think. I know la... my friends sure will say I bullshit la... always say like that... But this time it is kinda different. I know my preparation is really not enough =( Only slept three hours one day before the audit exam which made my brain really cannot function at that time! I just wrote everything in my brain but I think some of my answer does not make sense. I just vommited everything only no matter it makes sense or not. Sigh. And I think I lose all the 20 marks for the post balance sheet event. I never expect that it will come out my god! I just write whatever I remember... disclose... adjust whatever. I was really too sad last night so I directly went sleep until Jun Ho called me. Then I only wake up and went library. But I was still feeling too sad about audit last night. So I did not study much. Sigh. What is done is done. I know. Now I can only let go and move on to the next subject, CF!!!!!!

Back to the time before exam, Xiu Bao called me asking me wanna take breakfast together or not. Of course I rejected her as I really have no time to eat. I did not plan to eat already because at that time I still got a lot of past year paper not covered yet. But the sweetest thing is that she took away a lunch (mixed rice and one hundred plus) for me. She said she know I sure won't eat one. Haha. So sweet! Save my time!! Somemore she took all my favourite dishes. Know me well enuf. Haha. I was touched again by her. Thank you so much babe!!! But dun treat me so well la. I owed you too much!!! =)

My 20th birthday

As my 20th birthday kena my final exam this time, I seriously did not expect anything. But it surprisingly turned out to be the sweetest =)

I was not excited for my birthday previously. Everyone was busy preparing for exam so I did not dare to suggest and ask them as I know this behaviour would be very selfish. So I did not ask anyone to celebrate my birthday with me. And I also haven finished preparing at that time. So I already planned to celebrate it silently and bought a big present for myself after the final exam to compensate myself XD

When the clock strucked 12am, guess where was I? Haha. I was in my school's library. No life right!! Haha. I know. But I had no choice. It was unreasonable for me to give up my preparation and go relax. I could not afford to lose the time since I haven't finished preparaing yet.

At that time, I was busy doing my consolidated account until my friend suddenly came in with my favourite drink and said "Happy Birthday" to me. Then I looked at the clock, I only noticed that it was 12am already. Haha. But he is really sweet. Thanks again =)

I studied with my friend until 330 in the morning and I went to sleep directly when I reach home. I totall forgot about it is my birthday. To me, it is not a big day for me but just a normal day.

Then, the next morning, Mei Yee specially came down from Cheras just for me. However, we took our lunch in my favourite restaurant here, JoJo (I suggest one) as we wanted something quick because at that time, we were already running out of time. Although there is no any nice restaurant, cake etc, but I still appreciate it =)

Then, I went to library again to revise my work. After that, Xiu Bao suddenly called me and said she could not have dinner with me as she had assignment to do. I was so sad and kinda disappointed actually as she is my best friend ma. After receiving her call, I told CJ and Mei Yee about this. Then they all like pitying me like that, said nvm la, we teman you. Haha. Actually I am okay also even if I have to take dinner alone as no matter what, Xiu Bao stil cannot make it. But after an hour, Xiu Bao called me and said she can make it but she could not afford to any expensive restaurant. So at the end, I suggested KFC. So Mei Yee fetched me to KFC. I thought it was just a simple dinner with Xiu Bao only but she suddenly said Wee Vian joining also. haha. I never expected because I thought Wee Vian will be busy preparing her exam. Anyway, I was so happy when I know Wee Vian joining also.

When I was waiting for my friend to fetch me from KFC back to the school, suddenly without any expectation....

Wee Vian asked me to look behind and...

Oh my god. I saw Xiu Bao holding a cake and they were singing birthday song for me...

I was stunned. I never expected they will buy cake because how can 3 person finish a cake?

At the end, we only finished one quarter, gave another one quarter to the staff. And I gave the other half my cake to CJ as my refrigerator was full. Haha.

My birthday cake =)

Wee Vian and me

Xiu Bao =)

So I thought everything come to an end already. However, when I came back from school at 330am again....

When I opened my room's door, I was shocked as my room suddenly become so clean. Then I saw a note sticking on my wall.

Haha. So I started finding my present... present... present...

I do not know why. I got the sense that the thing will be in my cupborad. So I directly open it...

Teng Teng... I found it. =)

There is a note inside the box...

Hawai is my room's name =)

Hooray. It is my birthday present!!! A hair dryer!!

Bingo, she guessed right!! My hair dryer has problem for a long time already but I just did not bear to buy...

She even stick my name on the hair dryer, so nice =)

Then, there are another present inside the box also... OPI nail polish!!! Given by her also.. My god! I love her so much! Somemore it is my favourite colour!!! Pink!!!

And this is the third one...

in which she write many things inside, which really touched me..

Thank you so much Xiu Bao. Love. You are really a wonderful friend and an important friend to me, always.. The rest i will tell her myself =)

This exam is important to me.

This exam is really important to me. Because if I can maintain my first class, then next year I do not need to work so hard to get the first class. If I can get a first class in my degree, I do not need to payback my PTPTN loan. Instead, the loan will be converted to a scholarship. So meaning if I get a first class, I can get 50k as a reward. Sigh. But it seems so hard for me.

Besides, I also wanna prove myself that I can still focus in my studies and get a good result no matter how sucks my life is. I just wanna prove myself that I won't get distracted by all those things. But I already lose 50% confidence in this exam. Not because that I get distracted, but bad time management. I don't have much time to prepare this exam well. And I think, as long as my life won't turn worse anymore, I still can take it =)

Anyway, today is Mother's day. And I kinda miss my mummy. Happy Mother's day, mummy. And I love you =)

Stop complaining...

I usually like to stick a lot of notes on my wall to motivate me. Don't waste parent's money, study hard, first class etc. Yesterday, my landlord came to my room and she read all the notes that I sticked on the wall. So paiseh. But she said she like one of the notes that I sticked very much, which is "stop complanning, just do it!!!" Lol. I sticked this note long time ago already when someone asked me to set 3 principles for myself. Haha. This is one of my 3 principles. But I just realised that I didn't really do it. I only did it for the first few days after I sticked it on the wall. Sigh. I realised that I complained almost every single day, complained all the things that I am not satisfied to. I complained everytime when the bus came too early, when the bus came too late, when the food was not nice, when I don't like somebody's character, when I can't finish my revison, etc. It is just because I want all the thing to follow my rules, which is so self-central. I did not really tolerate with other people. Lol. So now I really wanna stop myself from complaining. Haha. If anyone hear me complaining again, just ask me to shut up please XD

And I am so stressed out now. 3 more days to exam but my revision is not ready yet. I am getting panic already. And I can't really forgive myself for being so lazy, and wasting time in daydreaming those I know that they will never ever happen in my life... =(

I wanna complain my life again. No life at all. Haha. But I kept telling myself, Penny, do you think you are the only one who is suffering. U think you are the onely one tired of studying, tired of everything?? Aww come on. Everyone is suffering. Don't you see that there are so many UWE students in 24/7 every day and night. They study longer than you somemore... =(

So now what I wanna do is just to continue my studies without complaning anything.

I need more time!

Exam is coming soon and I seriously have no life at all. Every night after dinner, I will go lakeside campus 24/7 there to revise my work until 3 or 4 o clock in the morning. Argh. I am so freaking tired now and I dunno I still can stand for how many days more. God, can you please let the time go slower a little bit, so that I do not need to rush my revision every single day. Argh. Many people keep asking me what I want for my birthday present. Sigh. What I want now is just giving me one more day before my exam, or ask UWE to delay the exam for one day. Anyway, I know it is impossible so I shouldn't expect it since I know the outcome is going to disappoint me )=

Ps: Paul, thank you for the perfume in advance, and enjoy your trip =)

Mei Yee was so random. She suddenly called me last night and asked me to go clubbing with her, her boyfriend, and her boyfriend's friends. Haha. But I turned her down lo. Time to get serious already since next week is our final exam. But she is still so RELAX even though exam is really approaching. I hope I can as relax as her. Sigh.

I wake up very early today just for a nice breakfast with Xiu Bao. Haha. We went to market there and take away all the food we like and ate at my house. Haha. We ate damn damn alot!!! Dun be shock! We ate nasi lemak, roti canai, bao, dim sum, carrot cake and apam balik... Haha. We demand too much but we could not really finish it, ended up a surplus. Haha.

Sigh. I was quite emo just now. I just angry with myself because I did not study at ALL today. I felt like slapping myself. Sigh. Maybe because I seriously studied too much last week, which already beyond my limit. I cannot continue anymore. And i have a headache nowadays. I cannot remember how many panadol I ate already in this 2 weeks. It is so unhealthy. But I cannot afford to rest, even just for a day. Anyway, when I am almost depress already, I suddenly received a friend's call. He asked me to go out study together in school later at 10pm. Lol. People already almost wanna sleep at this time, but we start our revision at this time. Btw, thank god for saving me from all the distraction. Haha.

And I just realised that I am a typical Taurus girl... Bad temper but seldom display (unless you are close with me), don't like any changes, don't like to guess, stubborn enough, prefer freedom, violent, and caring =) And that's me, haha.

Happy labour day

Happy labour day everyone!! =)

My mummy just called me and asked me whether I got go out or not since today is labour day. Sigh. But sadly my answer is no. I have to stuck in my room studying for the whole day. But it is still okay for me. I am not that desperate to go out this weekend because I seriously fall in love to study. Haha. It is sense of satisfaction when I can overcome the difficulties =)

Anyway, for those who are working, happy labour day and enjoy your holiday!